Sunday, September 11, 2005
All in a days' work. Actually I didn't really cover much ground over this weekend. Looks like I am going to mug damn bad over the school week again. Well after all, I have an accounts exam next week and I have still not touched it yet. Getting complacent again I assume. Not going to make the same mistake again! Well at least I have got my week planned out ahead for readings and work. Well... not exactly but I guess I can manage... (Pls let it work!)
Saturday started out lazy. Tried to do some work but my lethagic body and mind refused to cooperate. Oh well... did some admin stuff and the morning's pretty much over. Time flies really fast when you are really enjoying something other than work. I did try to ask her out, but she didn't reply my msg. (Shit) Yeah aniwae, I will live to see another day and not die because of the silent rejection. (ego injury) Turned out that I covered my Sociology up to date and realized that I am ALOT behind what I am supposed to do. Its going to be a mess as the weeks progesses. Think I better do something about it and not cry over spilt milk later on. Its really difficult for me to get down to work these days. Sigh. The night came and we went to the IUCSSA for their Mooncake Festival. Turned out to be somewhat a mess. Well I should not put in the details but I really feel for Ron who needs to manage such a big club of uncooperative people.
Sunday turns out fine, and once again not much work is done. Well I need to seek some professional help pretty soon. Haha... aniwae had some branch with Clement, Lynn and Weihua at this cosy spot in town. Went around checking out nice apartments for viewing and possible places where weihua wanna move into. Its really cosy lil' town in Bloomington, if you get around checking it out. Went shopping fer groceries and some clothes in Collegemall and I've got the Hollister shirt that I wanted. Damn nice! But it also means I need to work out in order to look good in it. Haha... exercising is going alrite fer me... doing runs on tue and fri where I can put my heart to do so. Aniwae, did some accounts and english and feel asleep again. Gosh its really lazy sunday! Haha... but then again, I guess its alrite for now.
Today most of my topic revolves around moving out to an apartment. Still cannot find someone to actually share the place with me. And Clement cited additional costs for buying all that household stuff in the apartment. Well initial investment now, some place to call home later. I'm living in more like a doghouse, where these four walls are making me clastrophobic sooner or later. I dun really see the effects now, but it will dawn me me during the colder periods when I stay indoors most of the time. Plus I cannot just cook or make something for myself. All that American cheese and pizzas are not doing good for my diet. Think its sooner or later that I will start on maggie mee just to savor abit of Asian cuisine. Haha... bringing me back on the days in army. Pretty sad life I lead. From army camp food to overwhelming american food. Sigh... well at least I've got food to thank for, unlike the victims of Katrina. Pray for them.
I honestly feel that I am stuck in between two groups: One being the older group, and the other the younger ones. And honestly, I don't feel welcome in either. I read from sociology that the basis of a social group is to have something that's uniquely YOU that made you wanna form a group, having certain common interest and regular interactions. It started to dawn on me that I just like some peace and quiet, occasional talk-rubbish and alot of concern. Where in the school can I find such social groups? In general, some people just talk while a few walk the talk. Its very difficult to find others that actually say what they mean nowadays. Can someone help me out here? la sensation si solitaire ici!
In closing I will like to have a prayer.
"Dear God, Heavenly Father. Thanks for blessing me to be able to come to this place where many are denied of this opportunity. Thanks for all Your blessings that now I have what I need in this foriegn place. Father, I wanna pray for my family and friends that are not around me presently. Please bless them and help them be healthy and strong, wise in their ways and be able to receive blessings from you. I especially want to dedicate this prayer to my Grandma, who is weak and poor in sight. Please Lord, make her healthy and strong, so that I can do my part and be fillial to her. My dad, Lord, who is going through a very rough patch. Lord please grant him clarity of sight and the wisdom to work things out. My brother, Keng Hock, Lord. A faithful servant of Yours, he is going through his last phase of exams and not be able to concentrate. Please allow him to share the burden with You Lord. Bless him to have intelligence and wisdom to tide through this tough month Lord. Caesar, my friend Lord, who is going through his court case. Bless him to be free from what he has not done Lord, and pray that he has the strength, courage and wisdom to tide through what is to come.
Lord, I pray for my friends in school. As the exams are proceeding nearer, grant them the ability to concentrate and clarity of mind to go through this phase and other obstacles to come. Please lift their burden and allow them to rest at Your feet. Please grant them success for those who have interviews to come. I believe they have put in their best in order to dedicate their success to You Lord. Lord, I want to pray for those victims in Katrina Lord. Please allow them to find back what is lost to them and give them the bread to feed them Lord. Thank you, Lord.
Lord, I pray for myself Lord. ....... Thank you Lord! In Jesus' most precious name I pray, Amen."
Saturday started out lazy. Tried to do some work but my lethagic body and mind refused to cooperate. Oh well... did some admin stuff and the morning's pretty much over. Time flies really fast when you are really enjoying something other than work. I did try to ask her out, but she didn't reply my msg. (Shit) Yeah aniwae, I will live to see another day and not die because of the silent rejection. (ego injury) Turned out that I covered my Sociology up to date and realized that I am ALOT behind what I am supposed to do. Its going to be a mess as the weeks progesses. Think I better do something about it and not cry over spilt milk later on. Its really difficult for me to get down to work these days. Sigh. The night came and we went to the IUCSSA for their Mooncake Festival. Turned out to be somewhat a mess. Well I should not put in the details but I really feel for Ron who needs to manage such a big club of uncooperative people.
Sunday turns out fine, and once again not much work is done. Well I need to seek some professional help pretty soon. Haha... aniwae had some branch with Clement, Lynn and Weihua at this cosy spot in town. Went around checking out nice apartments for viewing and possible places where weihua wanna move into. Its really cosy lil' town in Bloomington, if you get around checking it out. Went shopping fer groceries and some clothes in Collegemall and I've got the Hollister shirt that I wanted. Damn nice! But it also means I need to work out in order to look good in it. Haha... exercising is going alrite fer me... doing runs on tue and fri where I can put my heart to do so. Aniwae, did some accounts and english and feel asleep again. Gosh its really lazy sunday! Haha... but then again, I guess its alrite for now.
Today most of my topic revolves around moving out to an apartment. Still cannot find someone to actually share the place with me. And Clement cited additional costs for buying all that household stuff in the apartment. Well initial investment now, some place to call home later. I'm living in more like a doghouse, where these four walls are making me clastrophobic sooner or later. I dun really see the effects now, but it will dawn me me during the colder periods when I stay indoors most of the time. Plus I cannot just cook or make something for myself. All that American cheese and pizzas are not doing good for my diet. Think its sooner or later that I will start on maggie mee just to savor abit of Asian cuisine. Haha... bringing me back on the days in army. Pretty sad life I lead. From army camp food to overwhelming american food. Sigh... well at least I've got food to thank for, unlike the victims of Katrina. Pray for them.
I honestly feel that I am stuck in between two groups: One being the older group, and the other the younger ones. And honestly, I don't feel welcome in either. I read from sociology that the basis of a social group is to have something that's uniquely YOU that made you wanna form a group, having certain common interest and regular interactions. It started to dawn on me that I just like some peace and quiet, occasional talk-rubbish and alot of concern. Where in the school can I find such social groups? In general, some people just talk while a few walk the talk. Its very difficult to find others that actually say what they mean nowadays. Can someone help me out here? la sensation si solitaire ici!
In closing I will like to have a prayer.
"Dear God, Heavenly Father. Thanks for blessing me to be able to come to this place where many are denied of this opportunity. Thanks for all Your blessings that now I have what I need in this foriegn place. Father, I wanna pray for my family and friends that are not around me presently. Please bless them and help them be healthy and strong, wise in their ways and be able to receive blessings from you. I especially want to dedicate this prayer to my Grandma, who is weak and poor in sight. Please Lord, make her healthy and strong, so that I can do my part and be fillial to her. My dad, Lord, who is going through a very rough patch. Lord please grant him clarity of sight and the wisdom to work things out. My brother, Keng Hock, Lord. A faithful servant of Yours, he is going through his last phase of exams and not be able to concentrate. Please allow him to share the burden with You Lord. Bless him to have intelligence and wisdom to tide through this tough month Lord. Caesar, my friend Lord, who is going through his court case. Bless him to be free from what he has not done Lord, and pray that he has the strength, courage and wisdom to tide through what is to come.
Lord, I pray for my friends in school. As the exams are proceeding nearer, grant them the ability to concentrate and clarity of mind to go through this phase and other obstacles to come. Please lift their burden and allow them to rest at Your feet. Please grant them success for those who have interviews to come. I believe they have put in their best in order to dedicate their success to You Lord. Lord, I want to pray for those victims in Katrina Lord. Please allow them to find back what is lost to them and give them the bread to feed them Lord. Thank you, Lord.
Lord, I pray for myself Lord. ....... Thank you Lord! In Jesus' most precious name I pray, Amen."
# posted by gougou @ 10:22 PM 
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