Thursday, October 06, 2005
Oh my aching heart!
Realized that I have not blogged fer days... partly cos alot of my time now is devoted to sleeping and I have not idea y I sleep so much these days. Prob my good fren Jin would say, "Well bears hibernate during the colder season." Haha.... miss my bros so much! Sad to say they are diverted to many parts of the world; and hopefully I see one day we can meet up again fer some good food and another round of chat.
Just got off class from X220 and heard that I'm getting a mock interview by some senior from the business school. However, L said that some of my seniors dun even know wat they are doing the whole time in IU. Thats pretty sad, considering thats 4 yrs of their time (and money, even thou they dun pay as much) in a fine institute and got nothing out of it. Which brings the question back to myself: Have I got my goals in motion? Dun luff at others but neglect the fact that they start off from the same spot as I am doing rite now.
Discussion today is about intern and education abroad. Well I do wanna to try going abroad to experience life there, but somehow I feel its gonna extend my time in university. And I'm not getting any younger (couple more days to 23...) Plus they mentioned that I am supposed to complete I-core before even applying fer it, so maybe by that time the idea will be scrapped? Its a sight to behold, like how the panel mentioned, to see the sights and beauty of where Dan Brown described in "Angels and Demons" or "The Da Vinci Code". Ancient architecture, myth and the whole meaning of greek life that existed thousands of years ago; all that I wanna see and feel, an experience to that may mean alot to me. Hmm... maybe I should include that in my plans? Heh...
Oh yeah its my fren Allen's bday in abt 2 hrs time to turn 20. Hope all his wishes come true! 20 is a cool age, I vaguely rem wat I was doing when I was 20.... except the time I spent wif XY. Hmm... aniwae feels good to be young so treasure it! Do something radical, try something new. Watever that makes you feel alive, just do it! As chinese says, being young is your capital in this world. Aniwae Happy Birthday Allen (in advance...)
Seems like I have a ton of things to go through these days but absolutely no interest in doing anything. Prob like wat Landry said, theres no point having so much drive with regards to work. Somehow or rather, you will come on top of things. (Frankly I dun realli believe in that) Life's being to feel like a drag; first puff it may be fun and exciting, later on u just keep on taking drags just out of habitual sake. No thrill, no cool image to portray, just systematic and routine procedures.
Beginning to comtemplate the tot of getting home earlier, so that at least I can enjoy some warmth in Spore ( btw, even if i return in spring break, it will the monsoon season there... wats the point?) Ok I am starting to form a wish-list that I wanna get IF my brothers can be so nice as to get them and mai it to me, which I doubt it. A little incentive maybe can do the trick... (pretty sad, how come the economic rule of "people respond to incentives" can even apply to my own brothers??) I am adding items to it everyday so much so that if I complete to a certain number, I tink I can justify myself to ask them mail it over. Not that I am inadequately provided, just feel like improving on my current situation. Nothing wrong rite?
I am getting like 50 - 60F weather here wif nice cold breeze, pretty cooling to start off with. Get to wear my new Fall clothes and prove to be some good investment considering the weather I have to put up against. Really hope to get more.... haha.... hopefully Fandy or Eugene is not reading this (they accompanied me to shop and fer the first time, they saw a guy outshop a gerl and still looking fer more....) Well nothing wrong rite? Retail therapy fer me! Feel that its time to snap more photos of the campus, sending it back to Dad. At least that keeps me occupied. Watever makes me happy.....
So much fer an overdue blog. Tml is IU's Homecoming! Looking forward to it and hopefully can snap some memorable photos to display! Got W131 work to do... ciaoz!
Just got off class from X220 and heard that I'm getting a mock interview by some senior from the business school. However, L said that some of my seniors dun even know wat they are doing the whole time in IU. Thats pretty sad, considering thats 4 yrs of their time (and money, even thou they dun pay as much) in a fine institute and got nothing out of it. Which brings the question back to myself: Have I got my goals in motion? Dun luff at others but neglect the fact that they start off from the same spot as I am doing rite now.
Discussion today is about intern and education abroad. Well I do wanna to try going abroad to experience life there, but somehow I feel its gonna extend my time in university. And I'm not getting any younger (couple more days to 23...) Plus they mentioned that I am supposed to complete I-core before even applying fer it, so maybe by that time the idea will be scrapped? Its a sight to behold, like how the panel mentioned, to see the sights and beauty of where Dan Brown described in "Angels and Demons" or "The Da Vinci Code". Ancient architecture, myth and the whole meaning of greek life that existed thousands of years ago; all that I wanna see and feel, an experience to that may mean alot to me. Hmm... maybe I should include that in my plans? Heh...
Oh yeah its my fren Allen's bday in abt 2 hrs time to turn 20. Hope all his wishes come true! 20 is a cool age, I vaguely rem wat I was doing when I was 20.... except the time I spent wif XY. Hmm... aniwae feels good to be young so treasure it! Do something radical, try something new. Watever that makes you feel alive, just do it! As chinese says, being young is your capital in this world. Aniwae Happy Birthday Allen (in advance...)
Seems like I have a ton of things to go through these days but absolutely no interest in doing anything. Prob like wat Landry said, theres no point having so much drive with regards to work. Somehow or rather, you will come on top of things. (Frankly I dun realli believe in that) Life's being to feel like a drag; first puff it may be fun and exciting, later on u just keep on taking drags just out of habitual sake. No thrill, no cool image to portray, just systematic and routine procedures.
Beginning to comtemplate the tot of getting home earlier, so that at least I can enjoy some warmth in Spore ( btw, even if i return in spring break, it will the monsoon season there... wats the point?) Ok I am starting to form a wish-list that I wanna get IF my brothers can be so nice as to get them and mai it to me, which I doubt it. A little incentive maybe can do the trick... (pretty sad, how come the economic rule of "people respond to incentives" can even apply to my own brothers??) I am adding items to it everyday so much so that if I complete to a certain number, I tink I can justify myself to ask them mail it over. Not that I am inadequately provided, just feel like improving on my current situation. Nothing wrong rite?
I am getting like 50 - 60F weather here wif nice cold breeze, pretty cooling to start off with. Get to wear my new Fall clothes and prove to be some good investment considering the weather I have to put up against. Really hope to get more.... haha.... hopefully Fandy or Eugene is not reading this (they accompanied me to shop and fer the first time, they saw a guy outshop a gerl and still looking fer more....) Well nothing wrong rite? Retail therapy fer me! Feel that its time to snap more photos of the campus, sending it back to Dad. At least that keeps me occupied. Watever makes me happy.....
So much fer an overdue blog. Tml is IU's Homecoming! Looking forward to it and hopefully can snap some memorable photos to display! Got W131 work to do... ciaoz!
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