Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Break of Thanksgiving
Sometimes I just feel that there aint much to thank about in my life. I have been through huge ups and downs in my life, and that of my family's, that somehow it don on me that my lifes pretty screwed. Honestly, this blog is inspired by my fren Caesar, who is a true charmer. However, like I mention so many times, I am not one myself. Glad that I realize that point before anyone starts saying I'm buay pai seh.
I dun lead a charmed life. But dun realli wanna blog down those events that made me like this; I just hope to lead a more normal life and stop being so suay in life. But I guess God has a plan fer all of us and I shant complain so much. But I will like to bring up this interesting question that someone ask me during the Thanksgiving Dinner we held some days back. "What would you like in a girl?"
I remembered saying, "Someone who can understand me." I think at that time I forgot to add "tolerate me" as well. Simple question, yet in my situation I feel otherwise. For a simple fact that though I am a pretty simple person to get along with, I am very complex to understand. Sad to say, but no one in my family understands me. My bros dun understand me. My grandma dun understand me. Pretty sad.
I feel that there is only one who does: my ex-gf Xinyi.
Somehow I feel its alrite to talk out all my thoughts to her. Even so, we used to quarrel because she claimed that I keep too much to myself. In fact, I do. I know that in a rship we are supposed to share all those thoughts and feelings to her. However, my thought was that I had such a skewed perspective of life that it was unfair to her to burden her wif all those thoughts. Thus, it is better to keep in to myself.
I dunno if anyone has that kinda feeling that I am keeping things to myself on matters that you ought to know. But if there is something I feel that you should know, I will announce it to you. I am sorry that I am made that way, just dun feel the need to change it.
Nuff said fer today. Thanksgiving is a great season to give my special thanks to pple ard me. I truly appreciate their help, esp during my period in the States.
Oh yea~ I met this 2 damnnnnnnnnnn cute gerls in church! And just realized they stay somewhere near where I have my lessons. No wonder I keep seeing them ard. Hehehe.... love IU fer its diversity! =P
I dun lead a charmed life. But dun realli wanna blog down those events that made me like this; I just hope to lead a more normal life and stop being so suay in life. But I guess God has a plan fer all of us and I shant complain so much. But I will like to bring up this interesting question that someone ask me during the Thanksgiving Dinner we held some days back. "What would you like in a girl?"
I remembered saying, "Someone who can understand me." I think at that time I forgot to add "tolerate me" as well. Simple question, yet in my situation I feel otherwise. For a simple fact that though I am a pretty simple person to get along with, I am very complex to understand. Sad to say, but no one in my family understands me. My bros dun understand me. My grandma dun understand me. Pretty sad.
I feel that there is only one who does: my ex-gf Xinyi.
Somehow I feel its alrite to talk out all my thoughts to her. Even so, we used to quarrel because she claimed that I keep too much to myself. In fact, I do. I know that in a rship we are supposed to share all those thoughts and feelings to her. However, my thought was that I had such a skewed perspective of life that it was unfair to her to burden her wif all those thoughts. Thus, it is better to keep in to myself.
I dunno if anyone has that kinda feeling that I am keeping things to myself on matters that you ought to know. But if there is something I feel that you should know, I will announce it to you. I am sorry that I am made that way, just dun feel the need to change it.
Nuff said fer today. Thanksgiving is a great season to give my special thanks to pple ard me. I truly appreciate their help, esp during my period in the States.
- To Bro, thanks fer your concern and help! Still need you to look out fer my brothers in Spore, thanks alot dude!
- Jin, Kwek, Mun, Sheng: thanks pple fer showing concern at times. Do appreciate it! Thanks alot man~ will go back and we will feast! Mun, seeya in NYC! Sorry fer being a bother...
- Dad: thanks fer ur concern. appreciate it.
- Denise: Hey gerl, thanks fer ALL your help and being so patient and accomodating! Really hope you can solve watever probs that you are bogged wif at the moment. Thanks~~
- Allen and Jas: fer being a charm~ thanks guys!
- Weiyi and Gene: Hey dudes, thanks fer listening to my probs man! Glad to haf u guys ard in IU! NYC NYC~~ thanks fer being there and so encouraging! Gene: you are more matured than others think. I recognize that! WEi: Bloody piece of shit~ hahaha
- Weihua and Lynn: fer building up my vocab and pronunciation! hahaha... really like hanging out wif you gerls!
- Clement and Uta: thanks fer ur help these days man! really appreciate it~
- Steven and Juinyi: Nice pple ard~ hope you guys come down to visit us from Indy when you have the free time! Dun mind if I crash in once in a while~
- Sis: Dun tink I forget you ok?!? Heehee thanks fer the Jay Chou songs~ love them! And fer being such a concerning fren~ Better stay in IU ok?
Oh yea~ I met this 2 damnnnnnnnnnn cute gerls in church! And just realized they stay somewhere near where I have my lessons. No wonder I keep seeing them ard. Hehehe.... love IU fer its diversity! =P
# posted by gougou @ 10:57 AM 
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awww..so sweet. no problem man. anytime. =) And yes, i noticed that common trait in guys....so you'r enot the only one. =)
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