college life

Studying fer my A201 exams... sometimes I swear just the thought of working on any of my courses kills me. Nowadays, I kinda dislike pple keep bringing up the point that I had 4.0 last sem. I mean, so what? After all, I just had lesser credits than the rest, thus having the time to work on my other courses. Plus, I had no life. So you just cannot compare that way. There are tradeoffs where pple deemed to be worthwhile fer their exchanges of time. To me, I just had a lousy first sem. And I am still looking, which is kinda sad.

I heard from someone about the search fer The One like Morpheus, always tinking that he has got the one but always turn out to be the wrong One. Heh

Kinda going thru one of those periods rite now. It sucks.

I need a break.

Desperately.

Just keep me away from everything.

I just wanna go back home.

Maybe its just the weather, cos it happens that I am experiencing the coldest day in my life. Literally. -18C is pretty bad fer me. Just feel like snuggling under my blanket and sleep. Walking outside is not.a.good.option.right.now.

So yeap I'm still in search. Listening to YES 933 FM rite now. All that lurve songs are not doing good fer my morale.

Sometimes (pretty much always), I blame myself fer being so weak in my resolve. And being such a gutless guy. There, go ahead and luff. I am not so tough after all. Theres more improvement need to this blockhead.

Arrghh...