Saturday, April 29, 2006
Terribly Desperate to get back!
1 down 5 to go....
It is at this precise moment that a note is stuck so deep down.... that I am dying to get back. Screw the exams, screw my life, screw everything else... I just wanna head back, go visit my grandma, and meet up with all my frens back home. Its just this burning desire that I cannot explain.
How weird. Abt life can just spin around you. How things twist and look favorable or totally against you. I just had this fren who msg me in Australia. I used to dislike him, brand him as an arrogant showoff. Life turn against me, and just when I am at another low point, he stood up for me. Even though he couldnt help much, I am ever so grateful that God bother to shine this tiny speck of light in my utter darkness. He has seen life more than I do, and when I told him about how I used to feel about him, he look at me square and said,"Put that where it belong, in the past."
Things change, pple change. But true friendship? It just doesn't die off. I thank God to put such great frens beside me, who are ever so concern about me. Haha I guess I must be the baby in the group. Even though I tot I've seen it all, theres always new things/pple/happenings that never fail to amaze me. How shallow! There's always something I can learn from my frens, be it something trivial or a lesson in life.
I used to think life has stabbed me in my back countless times, leaving me to bleed, to suffer. Alone. Now when I look back, everytime I stumble, there will always be a fren there to hold me, and carry me. Sometime soon, I will also like to be there fer them as well! No matter how small you think your efforts are to help me, I truly appreciate it nonetheless.
Nothing to constant. You cannot take for granted things you have in life. They aint there for you always. Things come, and go. What goes around comes around. Watch your step, be cautious what you do and say. Things come back to haunt you. I am partly feeling the effects, and waiting for the fullblown consequences to come. But whatever it is, I know I can count on you guys. Thanks fer carrying me time and again.
Sigh 5 more to go. I am just waiting for 445pm Monday. Half the battle's won that day. Talk about trying to maintain what you started, sure to be hard! But I just wanna rest. I am feeling tired... faltering steps... I just cant see the final end point.
Stress? Far from it. Just indifferent. About everything. Go ahead. Say your piece. I dun care.
It is at this precise moment that a note is stuck so deep down.... that I am dying to get back. Screw the exams, screw my life, screw everything else... I just wanna head back, go visit my grandma, and meet up with all my frens back home. Its just this burning desire that I cannot explain.
How weird. Abt life can just spin around you. How things twist and look favorable or totally against you. I just had this fren who msg me in Australia. I used to dislike him, brand him as an arrogant showoff. Life turn against me, and just when I am at another low point, he stood up for me. Even though he couldnt help much, I am ever so grateful that God bother to shine this tiny speck of light in my utter darkness. He has seen life more than I do, and when I told him about how I used to feel about him, he look at me square and said,"Put that where it belong, in the past."
Things change, pple change. But true friendship? It just doesn't die off. I thank God to put such great frens beside me, who are ever so concern about me. Haha I guess I must be the baby in the group. Even though I tot I've seen it all, theres always new things/pple/happenings that never fail to amaze me. How shallow! There's always something I can learn from my frens, be it something trivial or a lesson in life.
I used to think life has stabbed me in my back countless times, leaving me to bleed, to suffer. Alone. Now when I look back, everytime I stumble, there will always be a fren there to hold me, and carry me. Sometime soon, I will also like to be there fer them as well! No matter how small you think your efforts are to help me, I truly appreciate it nonetheless.
Nothing to constant. You cannot take for granted things you have in life. They aint there for you always. Things come, and go. What goes around comes around. Watch your step, be cautious what you do and say. Things come back to haunt you. I am partly feeling the effects, and waiting for the fullblown consequences to come. But whatever it is, I know I can count on you guys. Thanks fer carrying me time and again.
Sigh 5 more to go. I am just waiting for 445pm Monday. Half the battle's won that day. Talk about trying to maintain what you started, sure to be hard! But I just wanna rest. I am feeling tired... faltering steps... I just cant see the final end point.
Stress? Far from it. Just indifferent. About everything. Go ahead. Say your piece. I dun care.
# posted by gougou @ 10:58 PM 
