Sunday, September 10, 2006
Updates in gist
Omg~ its been a while since I blog... But I guess I am just this procrasinator like I am as always. Now there are too much to update! Damnnnnn....
Settled my apartment! Now its liveable and nice, still lacking my mirror and clothes are strewn all over the place despite efforts to iron and hang them out. Damn I need to be more tidy! And I need to fix that broken cupboard of mine... not exactly broken, just that the hinge was not in the package when I bought it! Now I have a table wif a cupboard door sitting inside an empty space. Oh well, guess that have to wait too. Trying to take photos to upload them, guess I am really getting lazy to do anything except to read and laze ard! Ha, so much fer student life!
Got back into the studying world. Gosh its so weird to hit the books after such an eventful summer! Still have the tendency to think about having fun and not wanting to look ahead for the things that I need to prep/think about. 101 things weigh down my head and I choose to look away. Excellent job Michael~ pat on shoulder! Honors classes are no fun at all... the teachers put up front that we are learning more than "junior varsity" cirriculum and it will be coming down hard on us to prep/think/study and force us to expect everything that he has talked about. Well that is fer my technology class... and I am one big IT idiot who cannot figure out how HTML works. Great choice Michael, outdone myself once again. The bigger mistake comes from my choice of taking a music class... I mean WTF?!? Michael and music never go in line with each other! I mean seriously, if you look at the syllabus, you would know that this course is for someone who have music experience or at least know how to listen/appreciate music. Me? I think Boo describe what will be called as.... tone deaf.... haha I'm so screwed.
Apart from that, there is wonderful SSA to handle and internships to find. I mean, how much more can my day stretches? One day my fren showed me the resumes of those who entered the Investment Banking Workshop at literally guarantees a job in that field. But I am staring at super high GPAs, near-impossible honors achievements, heavy-weight appointments that these guys juggle ( I swear they have 48 hrs in a workday) and best of all, the confidence to pull it all off. I mean seriously, I can just print out their resumes and admire all day cos I am not that intelligent/hardworking/zealous to achieve all that, or for that matter half of that! That pretty made an all-low mood for me that day.
So much for work, few things that came to my attention over the span of these weeks that I have not blogged. None of them pleasing watsoever. What a bad start for my chain of semesters! Think I need to ponder more about what is to come. Sigh... so much to do, so little time, so little effort put in. Haha...
I need to learn to look at the brighter end of the tunnel and start moving towards it. Instead of dwelling in the dark realms of my life. Pretty grim, but life as a student is bitter-sweet. Looking forward to winter break already. Haha thats like Dec! Think I need a hug... care to spare me one?
Settled my apartment! Now its liveable and nice, still lacking my mirror and clothes are strewn all over the place despite efforts to iron and hang them out. Damn I need to be more tidy! And I need to fix that broken cupboard of mine... not exactly broken, just that the hinge was not in the package when I bought it! Now I have a table wif a cupboard door sitting inside an empty space. Oh well, guess that have to wait too. Trying to take photos to upload them, guess I am really getting lazy to do anything except to read and laze ard! Ha, so much fer student life!
Got back into the studying world. Gosh its so weird to hit the books after such an eventful summer! Still have the tendency to think about having fun and not wanting to look ahead for the things that I need to prep/think about. 101 things weigh down my head and I choose to look away. Excellent job Michael~ pat on shoulder! Honors classes are no fun at all... the teachers put up front that we are learning more than "junior varsity" cirriculum and it will be coming down hard on us to prep/think/study and force us to expect everything that he has talked about. Well that is fer my technology class... and I am one big IT idiot who cannot figure out how HTML works. Great choice Michael, outdone myself once again. The bigger mistake comes from my choice of taking a music class... I mean WTF?!? Michael and music never go in line with each other! I mean seriously, if you look at the syllabus, you would know that this course is for someone who have music experience or at least know how to listen/appreciate music. Me? I think Boo describe what will be called as.... tone deaf.... haha I'm so screwed.
Apart from that, there is wonderful SSA to handle and internships to find. I mean, how much more can my day stretches? One day my fren showed me the resumes of those who entered the Investment Banking Workshop at literally guarantees a job in that field. But I am staring at super high GPAs, near-impossible honors achievements, heavy-weight appointments that these guys juggle ( I swear they have 48 hrs in a workday) and best of all, the confidence to pull it all off. I mean seriously, I can just print out their resumes and admire all day cos I am not that intelligent/hardworking/zealous to achieve all that, or for that matter half of that! That pretty made an all-low mood for me that day.
So much for work, few things that came to my attention over the span of these weeks that I have not blogged. None of them pleasing watsoever. What a bad start for my chain of semesters! Think I need to ponder more about what is to come. Sigh... so much to do, so little time, so little effort put in. Haha...
I need to learn to look at the brighter end of the tunnel and start moving towards it. Instead of dwelling in the dark realms of my life. Pretty grim, but life as a student is bitter-sweet. Looking forward to winter break already. Haha thats like Dec! Think I need a hug... care to spare me one?
# posted by gougou @ 12:14 AM 
